Thieves' Gambit Chapter 27 (last chapter) pleasure@netcom.com XXVIII. Kelain moved slowly down the stairs to his Guildmaster's office, still silent, but without the casual grace that had always marked his stride. The slender half-elf seemed almost wraithlike as he drifted down the narrow hall. He was only glad that his grief might end tomorrow, if the gods were with him. He opened the door and froze. An illusion stood confronting him, a cruel mockery of his heart's desire. He opened his mouth to scream, to curse Alun, or to blaspheme the gods, he knew not which; and she spoke to him. "Gods, Kelain, you look like hell. What happened to you?" His heart refused to be believe what his eyes were telling him. He turned to his Guildmaster. "Alun?" His voice was shaking. The Guildmaster was smiling. "She's alive, Kelain. She made it. Alea was our Mages' Guild liaison, and they didn't send her in without protection. As soon as she lost consciousness, the amulet she was wearing teleported her straight to the best of their own Guild Healers." Alea gave him a dry look. "I was dead when they got me, actually. Thanks to my father's amulet, they started the Healing fast enough to force me back into my body. Since the bastard also used poison on his crossbow, as if that damn hollow-shaft wasn't enough, it took them nearly a week to finish the job." Kelain nodded dumbly. Alun continued. "She's the Guildmaster's daughter, in case she hadn't told you. Her father developed that particular amulet not too long ago, and I think I'll order a few for us if he can spare the time. They've certainly proved their worth." Kelain continued to stare at Alea, his hungry eyes drinking in every detail of her face and form. He didn't trust himself to speak for a long moment. When he did, his voice was hoarse. "I hope that you are feeling better now, Alea. I apologize for putting you into danger." He heard footsteps behind him, but he ignored them, recognizing Raak's distinctive tread. Alea looked hurt. "Kysk shit. I chose my own path, and I'd do it again if I had to." Her tone was defiant. "Don't you know why?" He never heard what she was saying. "I'm sorry if I've offended you. That was not my intent." What he wanted to do was to take her in his arms and hold her to him tightly enough to reassure him that she was really there, but he didn't dare. He was too afraid that she wouldn't want him, especially after what he had put her through. His old, vicious self-doubts gnawed at him with a renewed intensity. Kelain tried to take a step backwards, and he found himself pressed up against the warm and solid body of his friend Raak. The half-ogre had moved his massive self in front of the door and was standing there with his arms folded in front of him. His homely face wore an exasperated look. Alun leaned casually forward in his chair. "Kelain, if you don't find something nicer to say to the woman who saved your life because she cared enough about you to tell two Guildmasters to go to hell, I think that I may throw you out of this Guild for real. Do we understand one another?" Raak grunted loudly in accord. Kelain turned a bewildered glance on Alea, who was smiling gladly at him. He felt a large and firm hand give him a push from behind, and he moved towards her. "My lady, I believe that I still owe you a dinner?" She nodded. "Then perhaps you would care to join me this evening?" Hesitantly, with an odd and gentle courtliness, he took her hand. She clasped his careworn fingers in her own. Perhaps someday, he would be ready to accept that he could do more than this, and that she would not refuse him. Alun had told her of the depths of his bitter self-hatred, and her heart ached with the need to reassure him. But until then, she would be content with this simple touch. "I thought you'd never ask. Shall we go?" Raak met their eyes before he stepped aside from the door, and his look was a quiet triumph. He nodded to the two of them, and his silence was as eloquent as any words could have been. "Good luck. Good luck to both of you." The Guildmaster was smiling as they left the hall together. "And may the Goddess bless you both." They turned and saluted him a final time before ascending the narrow stair to the bright world above.