Thieves' Gambit Chapter 27 pleasure@netcom.com XXVII. His eyes were hollow, and incredibly ancient. The gaunt- looking half-elf sat unseeing in the tavern, a small glass of irryban in his hand. The Guildmaster slid into the booth beside Kelain, shaking his head in mingled pity and disgust. He caught the eye of one of the tavern slaves. "Server! Bring a bowl of stew and an ale over here." Alun had never stopped trying to reach Kelain since the raid, but he had enjoyed precious little success. "Damn it, man, you've eaten next to nothing for the past week. What is that you're drinking? Irryban dreamdraught?" The Guildmaster felt an internal disquiet. Irryban was hardly an illegal or even very potent drug, but he never thought that he would live to see the day that the stiff-necked half-elf would take refuge in such a thing. He added in a softer voice, "Does it help you forget?" Kelain never looked at him, preferring to gaze at the cold stone wall. "No, Alun. It helps me remember." The Guildmaster shuddered, imagining Kelain's continual torment enhanced by the drug. "Why drink it, then?" Alun wanted to dash the glass from his hand and shatter it on the floor. Kelain turned dead eyes on him. "I prefer to remember. And to be left alone, Guildmaster." There was absolutely no expression in his voice, and it made Alun wince. Their stew arrived. "I'll leave when you eat this, and no sooner." Alun shoved the steaming bowl in front of Kelain and folded his arms across his chest. Reluctantly, not looking at the food, Kelain began to spoon it in. The Guildmaster watched until he was satisfied, then rose to go. "And drink ale, damn you. Not that irryban gheb'sh." He wasn't even sure that Kelain heard his parting shot, though it was more than likely that everyone else in the tavern had. Sighing, he left the room. The Healer's Hall was bright and well-lit, but the Guildmaster's gloom seemed to darken the spacious chamber. Alun nodded briskly to the man who was steadily crushing dried herbs to a powder with a stone pestle. "I need your help." He didn't elaborate further, knowing that Kraegh would easily read the thoughts that were uppermost in his mind. The empath sighed. "There is little I can do for him, Alun. He will allow nothing to ease his pain, not even in his dreams. I have tried, and his answer is to drink irryban." Kraegh's face drew itself into a grimace of disgust. The mild stimulant, chemically related to the more potent dreamdust, had the opposite effect on the imbiber. Instead of clouding memories and emotions, it tended to make them even more sharp and clear. "He feels that he deserves no less for what he has done." "What does he think he did?" All of Alun's pent-up fury suddenly exploded, and he was nearly shouting. "Does that self- centered bastard think that he is the cause of everything that happens in the universe?" "He believes he is to blame for the deaths of Alea and Orin." Kraegh stated simply. "If Alea had not loved him, and if Kelain had not agreed that Orin had a right to go on the raid, neither of them would be dead. That is his reasoning." The healer made a wry face. "I got that much before he found me walking through his dreams and tossed me out. His mind is strong. If he or his friend Raak ever decided to learn another trade, we could easily have two more full mages in the Guild." "That's ridiculous. About it being his fault, I mean." He amended his statement hastily, having no desire to contradict the powerful Talent in his own specialty. "Alea chose to help him of her own free will, and I suspect that Orin would have done what he did in any case." Alun looked questioningly at the healer. "You're right. The boy was determined to go." He was nodding. Alun felt a sudden twinge of guilt. "Perhaps I should have watched the cub more carefully - " The healer cut him off. "No. Believe me, there was nothing you could have done. You ordered him to stay with us, but he disobeyed you. He never reached our group, and we had no time to look for him." "As you say." The pragmatic Guildmaster dismissed the matter from his mind. "There is nothing you can do for Kelain?" "Not until he consents, and that he will not do until he gives up his guilt." Kraegh shook his head sadly. "Which he is not likely to do soon. To lose a love before it can be or a student before he can learn are terribly hard things. Kelain has lost both at once. Time will be his best healer." The Guildmaster nodded and left the Hall. It was time to catch up on some of the long-neglected paperwork that he had been ignoring in favor of trying to help his friend. It was time to get back to work. He descended the deep staircase with an attitude of resignation. He was not looking forward to dealing with the stacks that had built up since the raid. He seated himself at his desk and began to peruse the thin sheets of beaten and pressed wood pulp with more than a little distaste. The usual apprenticeship records, merchant accounts, spies' reports of intrigue and tithe scrolls stared dismally up at him as he began to shuffle through the stacks. Until he found a piece of paper that made him sit bolt upright and open his eyes in stunned surprise. Alun had always been a man of action, and he saw no reason to change that now. He jumped out of his chair and summoned one of his pages. He sent the boy off on the errand with the promised bonus of a silver piece if he ran his fastest, and headed downstairs with no little satisfaction. Kelain was gone when he arrived in the large, smoky tavern. He made a few judicious inquiries, and learned that the morose half-elf had last been seen heading in the direction of the Pits, Reshor's famed gladiatorial arena. Alun wondered what in the world Kelain would be doing there. Then he was afraid he knew. He ran for the Healer's Hall, yelling. Kraegh met him halfway across the yard. "I heard you, Guildmaster." Alun knew that the healer wasn't speaking literally; chances were that he had picked up the Guildmaster's cry telepathically. "You think that Kelain's gone for the arena?" Alun nodded grimly. "Looks like it." He wouldn't normally be worried, since he knew that Kelain's fighting prowess equalled or exceeded that of almost any professional fighter in the city, but he suspected that Kelain might be deliberately fighting to lose. Kraegh closed his eyes and concentrated for a long moment. "No. He's in the audience, not the arena. He's watching from the benches, but his mind is closed to me. I can't get through to him without hurting him." He looked sad, and suddenly years older. "He doesn't deserve any more pain." Alun had to agree with him. "I'll have to send a runner, then. I need him in my office right away." "What's up, Guildmaster?" Kraegh looked at him curiously. Alun grinned and opened his mind. "That's what's up. Feel better?" His reply was a beautiful chorus of sound and color in his mind as the powerful empath smiled broadly. Much better, Alun. "I'll tap one of my apprentices to get him. At least one of the small nuisances must be in the area." The warmth of his tone belied his disparaging words. Kraegh was well known for his kindness to younglings, especially his own students. "Thanks, Kraegh. I'll be waiting in my office." The healer closed his eyes and reached out with his mind. Apprentice, report! Kraegh grinned at the bewilderment in his student's mind. The boy was new to his training, and it was obvious that he still wasn't entirely used to hearing voices in his mind. I can see that you're at the gambling booth near the arena. No, I'm not mad at you. At least, I won't be if you can run a short errand for the Guildmaster. Go and find the one who looks like this - He projected a clear picture of the brooding half-elf to his apprentice. Tell him that the Guildmaster wants him in his office, immediately. And tell him it's good news. He deftly withdrew himself from the boy's mind and sat back in his chair, pleased with himself. Tarvi Aldana scurried as fast as his small feet could take him, away from the brightly painted canvas tents of the gamesters. He vowed silently to himself to never, never do anything that the master might disapprove of. Having an teacher who could read your mind no matter where you were had its disadvantages, even if he was apprenticed to the best Healer in the most powerful Guild of Reshor. Tarvi entered the arena with little difficulty, reaching out to blank the money-taker's mind as he passed by without paying. No sense in spending good copper when I don't have to, he thought cheerily. Then, belatedly: I hope Kraegh doesn't mind. That spoiled his enjoyment of the deed somewhat. The sun beat mercilessly down on the unshaded benches of the stadium and the baked sands of the arena. Sellers of paper shade- canopies and brightly colored silken parasols could be seen doing a brisk business in the aisles, and many of the wealthier among the crowd were indulging in their wares. The odors of sticky pastries, strips of roasted meat, salted leng-nuts and other savory treats being sold by the arena vendors competed for prominence in the air. Tarvi took a long and hungry sniff at the deliciously mingled odors, but he knew that his stomach's satisfaction would have to wait until he had run the requested errand. Afterward, there would be time enough to beg a bite from a soft-hearted cook, or perhaps to try to glamour someone into taking a rock instead of a copper piece. He wasn't sure he could manage that trick yet, but he thought he might try it. After he had asked permission of his master, he amended mentally. He surveyed the crowd dubiously. It would be the work of several hours to search each row of patrons, but with a little help from his Talent, he might yet manage to accomplish his goal and return to the Guild in time for lunch. Tarvi carefully recalled the mental image that Kraegh had given him, and concentrated. What he was attempting would have been far easier if he had ever met the person in question. It was difficult to get enough of a person's mental "feel" from a simple mind-image to single him out of a crowd. Still, Kraegh projected some pretty good pictures, not like the ones he used to have to pick out of his packmates' minds. Tarvi closed his eyes and tried as hard as he could to tune into this nameless person's aura. He slammed up against something hard, and he nearly choked. This one had to be the strongest mind in the crowd, and it was projecting something fierce. A barrier of raw pain and mental anguish was blocking his attempts to reach out to it, and he was surprised that the owner of that agony wasn't screaming loud enough for him to hear across the arena. He retreated hastily from the mental contact, but not before he had determined that this was the person he had been sent for. Tarvi took off at a fast run towards the mind that he had sensed, broadcasting loudly to his master at the same time. I found him, but I think he's hurt or in trouble. Send help! The answer came back almost before he had time to send it. Don't panic. Stay in contact. Kraegh was afraid that Alun's worst fears had been confirmed, and he focused his awareness grimly through the boy's mind. He reached out to do a tentative Scrying on the half-elf, carefully keeping his sensings strictly on the physical plane so as not to trigger Kelain's barriers. The Healer and his student came to the same conclusion at about the same time, just as Tarvi completed his breathless run. He's not hurt. At least, not physically. Both of them breathed a single sigh of relief. The slender half-elf was gazing moodily at the spectacle of the pit fights, a tall glass of dark liquid in his hand. The look in his eyes was disquieting as he watched the combatants slash and hack at one another with their blunted metal swords. "Sir, the Guildmaster wants to see you in his office right away. Master Kraegh told me to say that it's good news." Tarvi gasped the message out. Kelain barely looked at him. He drained the glass. "Tell him I'll be there." Kraegh mentally prompted his student. "Uh, my teacher wants to know what you were doing here," Tarvi asked hesitantly. Kelain turned and regarded the youth. Tarvi wished he hadn't. "They wouldn't serve me any more irryban at the tavern, so I took my business elsewhere. You can tell Kraegh that for me." "You weren't registering to fight?" Tarvi spoke the words that Kraegh put into his mind reluctantly. He didn't feel right, somehow, questioning this somber man. A sour look appeared on Kelain's face. "Is that your business?" "It's your Guildmaster's business." Kraegh prompted him to speak sternly, and he did his best. Kelain sighed resignedly. "It isn't that easy to get into the lists, you know." "So you're not fighting today." Tarvi spoke quickly, as soon as the words formed in his mind. He could feel Kraegh's mental chuckle. He'll fall neatly for this one. "No, I'm fighting -" He stopped and shook his head, acknowledging defeat. "Tomorrow. You bastard. Is that Kraegh talking through you?" Tarvi nodded. "He wants you to go back to the Guildhouse in a hurry. He says there's something there that you should definitely see. He feels happy about it." Kelain shrugged with cold indifference and started walking towards the nearest exit. "Well enough. Though if he thinks he can keep me from the arena tomorrow, he's sadly mistaken." Is that what we're going to do? Tarvi queried. Stop him from fighting? No. The Healer replied flatly. And if you're hungry, you just head on home. There's enough prejudice against our kind without you adding to it by putting rocks in someone's money pouch. If you steal, do it wisely and in a way that won't cause trouble for those with the Talent. Do you understand? His answer was subdued. Yes, Teacher. I understand. But can I - He swiftly outlined an alternative plan. All right. But be careful, and don't get caught if you steal. If you do get caught, don't use your Gift. Remember, the Guild will take care of you. Tarvi nodded and cut off the communication. Before he made his way back to the Guildhouse, he found a vendor selling delicious-looking cakes and pies from a small cart. Those pastries smelled awfully good, and though he was fed heartily enough at the Guildhall, he rarely saw such treats at the apprentice's mess. He rubbed his eyes with his grubby fingers to make them start to tear, and he put on his most pitiful expression. "Merchant- Lady, I'm hungry and I haven't any money. Some bigger boys beat me and took everything I had, and I haven't eaten all day." He sniffled a little, and reached out to her mind. He discovered almost instantly from her surface thoughts that she had a son about his age, and set about intensifying her emotional identification of him with her son. If your son was hungry and got beat up, you'd want someone to give him a hand. Wouldn't you? His ploy worked beautifully. "Of course, child." She took several slightly broken pastries from the lower shelf of the cart and made a blessing sign at him. "You can have all of these, since they've been out all day and I can't sell them tomorrow." She looked thoughtful as she handed the lot to him. "Merciful 'Shara, you remind me of my son for some reason. I hope you get home all right." He brightened up suspiciously quickly when she gave him the pastries, sticky with honey and boiled nut paste. "Thanks, Merchant-Lady. I'll be all right. Bye." He ducked his head to take a swift bite of the one in his hand, supporting the rest of them in the crook of his elbow. Balancing them all the way home would be an awful chore, so he decided to eat as many of them as he could along the way. He nibbled briskly on the crisp cakes as he sauntered towards the arena doors. He hadn't quite made it there when a shape interposed itself in front of him. "Heyla, cubling. Those pastries look good. Why don't you give them to me?" A tough, whipcord-thin youth was standing there and smiling nastily, his hand halfway inside his tunic. It was obvious that a sharpened blade waited there for him if he gave any argument. Tarvi thought fast. He grinned back at him, trying not to show his fear. "Because if I say the word, my dad will kick your balls so hard you'll be wearing them for a necklace." He jerked a thumb at one of the burly, leather-clad arena fighters. The warriors were deep in a conversation about weapons and tactics, and they ignored the two boys behind them. The youth looked at him in disbelief, and Tarvi reached out for the fighter's mind just as he turned to offer him a pastry. "Here, want a piece of cake?" You're really hungry. Say, `thanks, son'. The man took it with obvious gratitude. "Thanks, son. I sure was hungry." Tarvi gave the youth a meaningful look, and he vanished rapidly into the crowd. "You're welcome. I hope you enjoy the cake." He walked off, whistling. That was well done, Tarvi. His teacher's voice sounded unexpectedly in his mind. You got your pastries by encouraging a woman's good conscience, and you took no more than she could afford. And you defended them without using your Talent openly. I would say that you have well earned your treats. Tarvi basked in the warmth of his master's approval. Thank you, Teacher. Just one thing. Kraegh sounded suddenly disturbed, and Tarvi quailed. Yes, Teacher? You do not intend to eat all of these cakes at once? You will surely be very sick if you do. Tarvi laughed aloud in relief. I'll save one for you, Master. Don't worry. He could hear Kraegh chuckling in his mind all the way home.